Thursday, December 04, 2003

I really shouldn't be writting right now. For the last month or so I've been very busy with school work, but if I don't take a break I think I might hand myself.

You know you situation sucks when no one tries to outdo you.

A bunch of us were talking about how much work we have during this, the last week of the semester and when I listed the 3 page paper, the 10-12 page paper, the 8-9 page paper, and the overly broad Spanish test....no one said the obligatory "Yeah well I have...". I won. I won the shitty week prize.

My life is now thrown in to startling clarity.

I am going to die today.

There is too much to do and not enough hours in the day to do it all. I have to go to a meeting tonight at 6 and afterwards I promised to take a couple of people to Wal-Mart. That's like an hour and a half of my life that I would normally enjoy that I will be doing nothing so much as having axiety attacks during. The test tomorrow is going to suck since she has made gramatically impossible stipulations on what must be in our 8 sentance essay responses. I can't fit in the last of the Political Geography papers so I have to keep one of my C-'s.
And last but not least, I got the worst Quesadilla ever for lunch. The cheese is not melted, it's ice cold, there is almost no chesse in it to begin with, and it was cut all wrong. The only thing to tase about it is the sour cream I have to drench it with.

I wish I could die today.

That or run screaming from the campus and live as adepartment store clerk for the rest of my life. Why can't I just slack off for the rest of my life like my other relatives have. They seem happy and they have about a billion times more fun than I do.

I want so badly for this to end.

Life sucks when there is absolutely nothing to look forward to.
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